if only i can be the person that i wants to be .

Absence makes the heart fonder.

2011-08-22T19:17:00.003+08:00

And tell me, exactly when, will you ever give in to me first,
and persevering on giving in to me till the end?

How pathetic am i to be still offing my phone because im afraid to see another message of yours,
afraid to face the fact about what is happening,
afraid that i would tear anytime.
And how pathetic i am to having to on my phone every minutes telling myself you would text me and says you're sorry.
How pathetic am i to actually imagine you outside my house surprising me, cheering me up and telling me everything's going to be okay.

Why the hell am i so pathetic.

ILoveYou.

2011-08-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

(I Love You.)

Well, i rotted the whole day at homeeeeee, playing crime city, csi and gardens of time T.T
Went to read Teenage and Teens's September issue since im bored.
Nothing to do, eat is all i do for the whole day. Didnt went out tooooooo.
(Except for going bangkit with mama.)

I keep thinking today is Saturday leh, HOWWW!
It's like 9pm already, i shall go and pack my baggggz.
BYE~

Alphabets.

2011-08-20T14:27:00.006+08:00

(Taken with sister's phoneeeeee!)

Well tell meeeeeee, how long was it that i last even touched blogger and update it, hahaha!
(It's like 2 months alreadyy!)
Just have the sudden urge of blogging again, let's see how long can this maintain heh heh!
Im feeling so uncomfortable nowwwwwwwwww because Mr.Wuwu and Ms.Qiqi is out for
a dog walk or something and Mdm.Gulu is so like a lonely at homeee. But well,
no more noises, it's a good thing... right? kekek.

Anyway, for school, exam just over, didn't get to study and bear with the temptations of the technology
(Like handphone, or computers) during the exam periods .
Okay lah, and sleepsssssss! Well, maybe thats why, resulting in my poor grades!
Uh, but i haven't got back allll my results. I got back my Chemistry,Physics,Chinese,Maths and POA results only.
Haven't got back my English and Combined Humanities. Wouldn't dare to hope much for my combined humanities lah..
But i think i tried my best this time round for SS :D! Well, i hope my english will passssss! :(
To promote to secondary 4, must pass english and two other subject OR fail eng and 5 other subjects.

Aiya, anyway, im quite disappointed with my Physics results,POA and my Chinese.
I got nothing to say for Chemistry and maths lah, since i didn't really put in alot of effort in studying.
I actually got 6/30 for my physics and what more i studied the subject the previous night lor!
I got only 65 for POA, i wanted a A2 at least.. :(
I got 49/70 for my Chinese paper, i remember telling my mother if i didnt get 50 and above for chinese paper i will jump downn the building LOL (which is meant as a joke lah!)

Ah anyway, i got 14/50 for maths , 5/30 for chemistry.

Enough of the resultsssssssssssssssssssss, making me depressed, ok actually i don't really care very much. LOL.

I got a new phone recently after i lost my phone on the bus
(But got back because of a kind auntie:D). LG Optimus Chic.

Hmmmmmmmmm, quite good to use lah, i like the apps. teeheeeeeeee!
Okay, im hungry, i wanna eat KFC. :(

BYE! :)

Forever.

2011-06-12T14:14:00.003+08:00

Rawr, maple is attracting me again. =(

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW D:

HAPPYMOTHER'SDAY!

2011-05-08T16:27:00.002+08:00

Hai, just wanna say happy mother's day!
This is MYE month and im having my exams
But im still playing computer like nobody business.
Argh,
BYE!

To mummy:
Thanks for everything that you do, thanks for caring.
Thanks for supporting, thanks for every single teeny little things ok!
Please know that i love you! :D
Sorry for always disobeying you.
Making you angry.
Making you sad!

ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUU ^^

Perseverance.

2011-04-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiii, im not going to update my blog till mye is over.
And im not going to use comp till MYE is over too!

*CONCENTRATE!@($*!)@#!@#*
This is so damn important to me.. :(

BYE!

Concentration.

2011-04-09T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii, im finally cutting my hair, like tomorrow :)! If i had a choice, i wouldn't want to be in a r/s, honestly.
Gonna start studying already, MYE is comingggggggggg :D
Should start concentrating already ;)
Okayokay, gonna go do all my hw alreadyyyyyyyyy,
byezzzzzzzzzz.

Barnabas.

2011-04-08T15:23:00.003+08:00

Barnabas ended! Heh.
Got 63 letters this year.
Just wanna say thanks for all the letters,
Sorry if i didn't replied or write back to you
because i seriously have no time :'( :'( !
But i still love you all okay ^_^
Thanks for all the sweet sweet letter ;)))))))

Bye.
Thanks for attituding me so mch.....

Speechless.

2011-04-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Last day of receiving barnabas letter tomorrow, heh :)
Gonna write lots of letters for everyone today :)
Writing to 90 but i only have 56 paper. left others in school :'( :'(
Actually wanted to buy sweets and stapler it with the letter
But due to my laziness............ Next year kay, HAHA.
Im tired, and i need to study... like seriously, soon.
After barnabas week :)

Kay bye.

Things to do :
BARNABAS.
CHINESECOMPO.
MATHS.
Maybe we're not meant to be..... Don't ask me why. I will not explain.

Disappointments.

2011-04-06T17:17:00.003+08:00

Barnabas week this week! :D
Left tomorrow and the day after tomorrow then barnabas week ended LOL.
Thanks all for the letters yeaaaaaaa hehe :D
Was late yesterday and today ;(((((

Bye.
Disappointed much...

icecreammmmmmm.

2011-04-03T13:02:00.004+08:00

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Caught sucker punch with sherlyn,sharon,valerie and yingqun yesterday :)
Quite a nice show but yingqun is like falling asleep LOOOOOOL.
Caught "The Eagle" with sister on tuesday, super nice show too.
I wanna watch the justinbieber's never say never!

After watching movie yesterday then went to meet the others @ plaza.
After that went back to lot one and find presents for our cc and acc.
From 6 to around 10, LOL!
Went back to plaza then went homeeeeeeee.
Fun day heh!
Reached home @ around 11.15.
Dinner and sleptttttttt.
Woke up by the songka below today :(
But still keep falling asleep and waking up, LOL.

I wanna cut hair really badly but........ im so lazy.
Can the barber like come up to my house and cut for me instead? LOL
Heheeeeeeee, mummy brought lots and lots of icecream.
Lovelovelovelovelove.

Hope dear get well soon ;)

Byeeeeeeeeeee heh :)
Still love my deardear more than icecream, HEHE:)

-.-

2011-04-01T17:41:00.001+08:00

THEN?

PlainDESPERATION.

2011-03-30T20:11:00.002+08:00

Was that plain desperation or what? -.-.
Can't believe you're someone like this, SERIOUSLY.
Please mean what u say -.-''.
Ah, forget it.
I forget you're a slut.
SLUT.

Kay, couldn't be bothered about crap that is not even worth thinking of,
None of my problem anyway!
Argh, im typing till very xingku now because my space bar spoilt!!
Plucked it out just now when there's something stuck there,
then accidentally broke it when i pluck it out i think. ><!

Anyway, got to complete my proposal + memorise my SS!
Bye :D

2011-03-29T16:53:00.003+08:00

Haiiiiii.
I was looking through my sister's phone,
then i found this picture of me HAHAHHAHAHA.
Why do i have a big eye and a small eye ........

Gonna go catch the 7.20pm movie with kaini later on @ bugis.
But i haven't finish my maths correction+ poa homework + study for my ss test!
Uh, new term and im alr late for 2 times, can't be late anymore :'( :'( !
Should had cherish the time when i've chance to be late HAHAHAHHA.

I think im going to have diabetes because i've been eating really lots of chocolates.....
Whose fault huh? But i like. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Okayyyyyyyyyyyy, bye :P!
Loveyoualot,deardear(L)

LikeSeriously.

2011-03-27T16:55:00.003+08:00

Went to baibai for great grandmother, grandmother and grandfather early in the morning.
Reach home @ 9+ and slept till 3+, ate and bathe then watching show till nowww.
School tomorrrrrrrrow.
I really wanna get a haircut soon but im seriously lazy........... T_T
Kay whatever.
Still got chinese compo not done, poa homework too.
Should do my homework nowwwwww.
Bye.

did i not fcking say it? -.- like seriously

ooztoo.

2011-03-26T20:09:00.004+08:00

Roar, so long since i last updated.. LOL!
So many things that had happened, but not going to say lah.
March holiday comes and go so fasttttttt.
School's back, and around 5 more weeks is MYE already.

Kel's birthday tomorrowwwwww. And she bought wuwu out today,
therefore qiqi keep on crying, and know what? When qiqi is crying..

Thats what kn says;

kn: know what? qiqi is like me.
kr: and wuwu is like me.
kn: yesss.
kr: means when im out you cry?
kn: you don't know how much i miss you when you're in camp.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!
Made my day today heh~
Kaykay, lazy to update already.
Internet is sooooooooooooooo laggy!

Lovedeardear,heh.

biiii, i know you're reading this AHHAHA :P!

Motivation.

2011-03-11T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hey, i got back my results today.
Failed 4 and pass 3 ><
My ss+geog combined humanities only got 18......... wth?

LOL Beyond classroom week!

Had leadership workshop for Monday and Tuesday, first day was BORED! second day was bored too but not that bored, overall, BOREDDDD :(
Went to pasir ris beach to pick littersss on wednesday, most of the 3E1 likes to sing :D!
Was in school on thursday for aesthetic programme in school which was painting the wall outside class and 4 stools.
Grouped with Nadh,Yeehong and Calvin.
Was the last group to finish the last stool, the stool was..... messy HAHAHA!
to Newater place and labrador park, went to the labrador park before during sports camp, morning run!
Had fun today, stupid prethip keep hitting my head, LOL.

Kaykay, byebye. needa go back sch during holidays. awwwwwww.
110311(L)

Holidays.

2011-03-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

Next week is beyond classroom week, the week after will be March holidays already!

I wanna cut hair soon~ Like real soon~

Plan target 1.

2011-03-05T11:42:00.001+08:00

CHANGING MY HANDWRITING NICER BEFORE TERM 2 STARTS!

Sweet.

2011-02-26T03:24:00.003+08:00

(Picture from Valerie(Facebook). )
Had Swensen Icecream Buffet yesterday night with Valerie,Nay,Wesley,Ben and daohui @ Orchard Ion at night.
Reached home at 10.30 or going 11 when we were alr in bus at ard 9.15................ -_-

Anyway, got to know that only 5 person passes English in our class ... And 3e4 also 5 persons onllly! 3e2 i think 9 ? or 7? Not very sure though, but i guess alot of people did badly for English... This is freaking hard and im sure im going to fail :(

I got back my Physics and i got 14/30 ......................... T_T
I know im going to fail english, chemistry and geography, LOL!
So forget it~
Hehe, its 3:53am, Bye~ :D

Finally.

Neglects.

2011-02-23T18:31:00.004+08:00

Ah, im sorry for neglecting this blog for so longggg.........
24 days since i last posted, LOL!
Hmmmmmmm .
Happy belated chinese new year~
Happy belated valentine's day~

Well, my common test just over!
Happy of course, but a lil regret since i didn't put in effort at all ........
And i really wrote lots of craps :(
But well, nevermindddddd !

Was late for school for the 5th time today, detention like AGAIN.
Ms Toh was like " If you're late again, the whole class will do CWO. "
Im so stress............................................ Is it my fault? :'(

i heard that its " hug people that are shorter than you " day tomorrow, like a cooool!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE! :)

只希望你能开心

2011-01-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

i passed my poa test, got 7.5/10, happy ! :)
Well , at least i pass, nothing to whine about then !
Had some physic test this week which makes blood boils.
Dont know anything ah !!! the sudden and unreasonable test, ZZ!
this few days mood very super down!
But i didnnt fail to smile everyday :)

happy jiu hao.

seriously.

2011-01-28T00:09:00.001+08:00

fine then, starting of 2011 first month and you're the first that make me cry in sch.
FYL.

Over the time.

2011-01-22T20:58:00.004+08:00

(overdued pictures)

-Pizza hut to celebrate farhana's birthday(early birthday)

-the 1 out of 4 puppy that we're keeping, wuwu(55) hahahaha, gulu's baby ~ :D

-Mos burger that sister treated twice :)

Today had Studying session with val yq and shrn!

Woke up late today with valerie's 9 spam call LOL.
Jogged at around 8.15 and homed at about 10.
Ate breakfast and went to bangkit to accompany grandmother to the clinic with kaini .
After that went back home, bathed and went over to lot to study.
Studied for POA till around 6, went over to arcade there and take neoprints with yingqun and valerie, FAIL! LOL.
Had fun today and was super duper tiring.
Gonna have study sessions every monday night and gonna have jogging sessions every saturday morning.

Bye~

Like seriously...

2011-01-20T18:52:00.001+08:00

ARGH, i failed my 2nd poa test.
FUCK MYSELF! T_T

disappointments.

2011-01-19T21:28:00.001+08:00

fuck la.!
i fail my chinese test.
class only 3 person fail and im one of them
IM REALLY SURPRISED AND DISAPPOINTED.
SO SPEECHLESS OVER IT
T______________T
AND ALSO FAILING MY POA TEST........................ T_T
SERIOUSLY!
i hope my 2nd poa test will not fail
i hope my 2nd geography test will not fail.
i hope my chemistry test tomorrow will not fail.
I HOPE I WONT FAIL ANY TESTS ANYMORE , ARGH! :(
IM VERY SAD.............................................. :'(

to, or not to.

2011-01-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

I think im so busy that i dont have time to update.
When i have free time i will just revise my studies or help out @ work at home that i barely even have a time to breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
But i dont see improvement in me.

I DONT WANNA FLUNK MY POA TEST THIS TIME :(
7/15 for the first test, DISAPPOINTING ! ;(

PE tomorrow.... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
STUDY.STUDY.STUDY!
I need some motivations like SERIOUSLY.

LAMESHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Happy15th!

2011-01-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

Happy 15th, kohweiching :DD

Aim.

2011-01-14T20:06:00.001+08:00

Im going to pass my POA with flying colours, i swear.
Gonna study poa like hell .
I can't believe i failed it.............................................

DISAPPOINTED

Emotional.

2011-01-12T18:29:00.003+08:00

I feel so emotionallllllllll now, and i've no idea why .
So many thoughts running through.
Sec 3 already, im sec 3 already!
Ah, whats the point of turning back when obviously you know that your heart would ache?
Whats the point of thinking again and again when you know that obviously he's not going to think of you?
Whats the point of all this thing when the person isn't beside you at all ?
Whats the point of thinking so much when everything is already over?
So whats the point of all this thing that have been dragging on and on?

Can someone give me a answer?

Argh, i really dont know what i want.
I really really dont know.
This is seriously freaking me out.
Im not going to turn back.
I dont care if you give me a stab in my back,
Im not going to bother about it,
at most im going to just faint.
Because im not going to die because of you,
im going to live so happily, without you.

So after appearing in my life, how long do you think i would like you?
ha, who am i uh ?

First Week.

2011-01-08T12:51:00.002+08:00

Had my first week of Sec 3 life. LOL.
I think i ate alot this week.
I had curry chicken on tuesday, pizza hut on wednesday, curry chicken on thursday and mos burger yesterday!
And which means my $ is also flowing D;

My Maths teacher is Mr.Chin and Mr.Joseph.
My Chemistry teacher is Ms.Wong.
My Physics teacher is Mr.Yong.
My Chinese teacher is a china woman which i forgot her name.
My English teacher is my CC, Ms.Toh.
My ACC is Mr.Chin.
My PE teacher is Ms.Tan i think.
My POA teacher is Ms.Cheong(and im a poa rep).
My DNT teacher is Mr.Yap
(Conversation with big sister)
Kel:Your dnt teacher who? Mr.Yap?
Me: Ya, not good?
Kel: Wah, must kao zi ji liao.

Totally sian diao, hope thats not it !
So far i think all the teacher very good lah, except my chinese teacher, which i only see her once.
My bag gets damn damn damn heavy and i really dont like it :(
Good thing Mr.Yap helped me and val to keep our DNT book, which is rather thick.
And i think i've alot alot alot alot alot of homework!
Not that much actually.

Kay im going to start a proper update once Monday starts.
Picturey and wordy post coming up.
heh ;)

Bye.

Getting use to.

2011-01-05T17:29:00.001+08:00

I wanna pass every

subject with flying colours ;)

A Race.

2011-01-03T01:21:00.002+08:00

Ah, im very busy and dont have the time to update D;
*excuses*
Okeh, i swear i will update really fast soon okay!
Alot of things to update about .......
Therefore i've to find a suitable time where i have the feel to blog LOOOOOOOOL!
Have been watching shows this few days,
Secret garden, the days we stared at the sun, love buffets, M riders, my girlfriend is a gumiho, rogue presidents and four gifts :D, never-ending shows, AND SCHOOOOOOOOOOL STARTS TOMORROW!

Gonna go jogging with kaini in the morning and late afternoon later, since its 1:23AM now LOL!!
Then maybe heading to bugis with dadddymummy and kaini, welllllllllllll, we're suppose to go kbox, me and kaini ;(
(I think the jogging plan will fail, like always!)

WELLLLLLLLLLLL, SEE YA REALL SOON ;)

GAMBATEH! 2011 ! \(^^)/

End Of 2010.

2010-12-31T20:10:00.002+08:00

It's the end of 2010, so this is the last post for 2010!

2011 is coming, ah.

Im ...... not sure if im looking forward to it or not :/

I shall spend my night today sleeping , counting down in my dreams LOL.

2010, please be gone fast, ah. Every ending of the year there will always be lines like,

" 2010 is ending, hope 2011 is a better year " And every year ending i would think that year was a bad year and wish for a better year ahead, but that never happens.

Okay, im going to do self-reflection for tomorrow's post.

MY LAST POST @ 2010! :D

Bye~

You're my heartbreaker.

IM BACK TO SINGAPORE :D

2010-12-26T09:46:00.003+08:00

Like the title of the post,
i just wanna say im back to singapore from shanghai
hahahha :P

Argh, i always hate myself for having this
" Just adapt but got to leave unbearingly" feeling. Gosh ._.''
Im going over to misstan's house warming later on @ around 12 and it's 10 nowww, so i shall do a short post and go and bathe quickly!

Do you know in shanghai, we were always woken up by the alarm @ 6:50,
" 同学们同学们巴士是不等人的，今天天气会很冷，请加以保暖！"
Every morning i hear something similar to thing, LOL, but actually this is for the international peoples in the hostel living, cos' we're living in the hostel instead of hotel.
I like the hostel very much :B.

So today, i woke up at like 6:55 and start thinking about the alarm .. -_-
And i got the urge to bathe because i bathe every morning!!

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLL, but still, my bed gives me the most comforttttt.
Oh well ... And ya ..

Suka was let to the wild around bukit panjang area ... so if you see him, help me say hi to him D':

Alright, i shall post moreeeeeeeeee detailish TOMORROW, because i wanna watch my shows now too LOL. Facebook is so tempting that i keep on typing "facebook.com" @ the computer lab in china and realising china cannot use facebook. -.o!
Byebye.

Why didnt you wait for me?

Time flies!

2010-12-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

Time flies! It's 11december already.
Daddy gonna fetch me to school and gather at 930, maybe reaching the airport at about 10.30, checking in at 11 andddddddd flying at 1.
Im tired
byebye!

Update on 26th or 27th! i'll be back on 25th midnight.

Leaving.

2010-12-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

Woke dam early in the morning and took bus 171 and 927 to zoo.
Worked for 8 hours, $5/h!
So earned $40 today but im super tired..... T_T

Have ShangHai meeting tomorrow, then flying on Saturday night :)
Im so tiredddddddddddddddddddd noww.

Got to work later for packaging. Argh, wanted to have a great long sleep.

Oh welllllllllllll~ D:

REST.

2010-12-04T11:47:00.003+08:00

I thought i finally had time to have a break when more work came in -_____-...
Was supposed to go out with valerie tomorrow but more packagings stuffs came in & therefore im unable to have breakssssssssssssss ! T_T

Im so tired tired tired tired tired i want money money money money money $_$

Anyway, rebonded my hair yesterday @ the Hair salon shop Loreal.
I was feeling like some princess when they are washing hair for me LOL.
And they washed my hair for like 5 times! ._.
I cutted my fringe to bangs and............
I REGRETED MUCH T_T.
I hope my hair grow FASTER!
KKKKKKKKKKK, bb!

Time.

2010-12-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

I COULDNT FIND TIME TO HAVE A PROPER UPDATE!!

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5December shud be going out with val :)

I HAVE TO DO MY SHANGHAI PROJECT RESEARCH FOR FOODDDDDD!
(LOL, cant believe my stomach growl when i typed FOOODDD like seriously!)
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

*Rebonding hair with sister tomorrow @ Marsiling :D.
Hopefully................ Turns out good.
IM GOING TO CUT BANGS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH....
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LOL

SAYONARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAzzzzz.

- Yesterday was kiantao's birthday!
Happy birthday :D!

PLEASEEEEEEE. D:

2010-11-30T12:17:00.002+08:00

Im updating for the sake of updating and so.
Shall update on...........
SAT! :)

BYEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. HAHAHHAHA.

* oh anyway, a few days ago, around my area got 3 different malay weddings,
then because Suka is always at the kitchen and blocked by a like board (because suka bites randy until bleed and gulu will bite suka, so they are separated), the wedding got this drum thingy suddenly, then usually suka pee and shits on the newspaper, then he suddenly keep jumping over the board and he pee-ed out LOL! then he jumped over the board !! I laugh like mad when i see that LOL, i wonder why suka so humji, because he's really big size like some wolf... LOL! But he's still only 3 months old! I was thinking when i come back from ShangHai, he's going to be x2 of his size now, or maybe he wont be here anymore........................................

Study Hard.

2010-11-29T00:39:00.001+08:00

I KNOW IM NOT HAVING PROPER UPDATES

I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE............... *SOON* ! x.x

My readers is dropping down down down down down~ LOL

SEE YAAAAAAAAAAA.

14days!

2010-11-27T09:43:00.002+08:00

I know i haven't been updating since.............................
i-dont-know-when .
I know i haven't been frequently onlining since.............................
i-dont-know-when.
I know i haven't been talking to you since.............................
i-dont-know-when.

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Im busybusybusybusy!

Doing some packaging work at home to earn $$$$$$$$$$$$$$!
Workworkworkwork day and night.
Shanghai in 14 more days!
Having some midnight plane @ 11november.
Gotta check in @ 11 and the plane fly at 1 am :D

My virgin rideeeeeeeeeeeeee, woohoo!

*I haven't been going judo for the whole holiday,
welll.............................. I will go every training from 2011 ! :)

Buh-bye!

Shall update when im a lil more free.... At i dont know when, hehes.

BABIESSSSS.

2010-11-18T19:29:00.006+08:00

PICTURE SHALL DO THE TALKING !

Sorry ;(

2010-11-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

sorry :(

felt like a freeloader ......

You can definitely live without ME.

2010-11-13T12:54:00.006+08:00

ALOHAAAAAAAAAA! :)

(Sister and me :D)

Finally a proper update, happy or not. Hahahaha.
But i bet people that used to read very lazy to read already ah .
A very long and draggy post this time ;)

First ... Gulu is pregnant , hehes.

5th november.
Yixin,Cheecheong came over to my house, then play play, went down to playground meet with jansonn and eugenia, then went back to my house, played mahjong awhile.
Went down again, eat the cake. Play with the cake LOL.
Thanks Eugenia for the cake hehes :)
(Didn't manage to take a picture of the cakeeeeeeeeee!)
And jansonn gave me the Fengling thingy for my birthday long ago HAHAHAHA.
Thanks yixin for the name keychain too :D

(From yixin )

I turned 14 on 6 of november.

Went over to lot one and meet sherlyn and valerie that day.
Went to eat Sakae Sushi , thanks sherlyn and valerie for the treat hehes.

(Random blur picture @ sakae sushi hahaha.)

I think i ate alot, LOL!
Because the red plate and pink plate was really expensive, so we were like
" dont take the red plate and pink plate hor!! " HAHAHA.

Later on they passed me the red heart box hehes.

Thanks for the birthday gift Sher & Val ;D

Shrn gave me the red rectangle box :D, I opened it only at home LOL.
Thanks shrn for the gift too Hehehes.

Went over to the roof garden and ate ice creammmmmm,
treated them since they treated me sakae sushi ..
But the ice cream was like.. Sakae divide by 6.
Because sherlyn took out her blue note HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.

(K&S, forget to take the V and other S x.x!)

Went over to westmall and do the keychain thingy hehes.
Mine is ARTISTICCCCCCCC okeh LOL.

(Mine :D)

(Brother.)

5nov-8nov got sintua at night :)
Went over everyday, i likeeeeeee.
A pity that it ended alr :(
Gotta wait next year then .. Hehes.

8th november,
Class chalet on 8th and 9th but i didn't stay overnight there.
Went on the 8th only instead.
Left at around 5 and walked all the way alone to pasir ris mrt, scary !! LOL.
Somemore my handphone left 1 batt !
Met kaini @ Eunos MRT there and bused home.
Had our dinner at sintua there then went home and went back there again ~

9th november,
Didnt go for judo in the morning, went over to the hospital with mummy and sister damn early in the morning ;( After that met eugenia and went for judo but didn't bring our gi ..

10th november,
Didn't go for judo and the judo gym thing too, but cannot occupy too much people and anyway me kaini and eugenia didn't really want to go gym, so we didnt go hehes.
Slacked at some staircase with kaini then went home ;)

11th november,
Was really excited that day for the results, waited for the results with sharon and valerie .
12AM and booooooooooom, the results are out, me and val was scared like hell when we open the page.

12th november,
GOT INTO THE SAME CLASS AS VALERIE! ;)
Sherlyn got into 3e4, Sharon got into 3E3 and me and valerie got into 3E1.
So the best class is 3E3, 3E4,3E1,3E2.
But i got into GEOGRAPHY CLASS and i seriously really hate it :(
Went over to school and get the appeal form then ..
Watched the show four gifts for almost the whole day,
Cried like hell and the most xiasuay thing is my big sister's friend was there T_T
And i was like, wtf, why never tell me. Then go back to my room ! x.x!

13th november,
woke up late late late as usual, don't know why, have been sleeping really late and waking up really late nowadays, awwwwwwwwwwwh.
Job interview @ Yishun with Yingqun,Valerie and idk who tomorrow! :)
Please be success *pray hard*
I seriously need a job.
I WANTTTTTTTTTTTT TO buy a new schoolbagggzzzzzz.

Maple patch then my patch not working, sian ttm . Don wanna play already -.-
Mummy topped up my ez with $10 few weeks or days ago and i actually spend finish already!! :(
I shall walk to school everyday from next year onwards man ...
Gonna study really hard next year.
Don't like DNT but wellllllll, i dont know lah , hahaha.
HOPE MY APPEAL WILL SUCCESS AND LET ME GET INTO SOME HISTORY CLASS INSTEAD OF GEOGRAPHY!!! :(((
Should i pass up my appeal form today.. or tomorrow? D:

You think the post ended? no no no ~
Told ya it's a long and draggy posttttt!

DEDICATION TIMEEEEEE ;)

MissCharmaineTan - Thanks, you're a really great CC and teacher , i willl like never forget you !

Bowie - I remember we started out with some M family thing then we slowly drifted HAHA.
I really like your accent btu sometimes i catch no balls at all LOL! I think you're really funny and cute ! You're super pretty tooooooooooooo !

Sharon - i got nothing to say to you, good luck k .

JOKE! HAHAHA.
HI, i got so many memories with you. Like everyday we're together except for saturday and sunday Hehes. I rmb that time yq's birthday bbq thingy we wore the " less " HAHA. I'll definitely miss you, and i hope we willllllllllll forever talk okay ;) Always be cheerful~~ Lovelove. HEHES . NIGHTS. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA :)

Hamirah - I remember i was really close with you during the early part of sec 1, but well, we didn't really talk now ;). But you're still a friend to me :D. See you next year in 3E1!

WenChi - HAHA, i remember the first day you came to FajarSecondary and we already like quite close LOL. Somemore you always sit infront of me during morning assembly except that you have duities then no lah... i still rmb the TJJ thing okay!! LOL. lots of memories with you too. like WZX thingy and ~~ you know i know ;)

Kairu - Im so happy that you made it to 3Express and you're always worrying on after doing things like worrying if you can get up to express only after taking the exams, you should not do last min work ANYMORE. WORK HARD. ( HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA )

XinChen - You came in later then alot of people, but still you're quite friendly and sometimes funny! You're very kind too hehes~

PeiQi - Actually im quite glad that you're in our class because of you, i felt so warm because the whole class like very bonded in a certain way :D! Hope you'll be a better person ;)

Nadhirah - I think you're really pretty and cute. I remember we were really close with the VSNSK haha :D. I remember we had this really cold war fight after one of a incident but well .. I know im the one in fault, sorry :( But glad that we're okay now hehes. See you next year in 3E1!

Farhana - I think you're really chio and cute HAHA. There's this few days or times i sat with you awhile and then i was moved somewhere else i think LOL :) Gonna miss the times we had recess together ! :D

Natasha - MUMMMMMMMMMMY :) Last long with daddy okay hehes. No matter what just be happy :) Gonna miss the time when you got poked and you will say this realllyyyy long i-dont-know-what. HAHA. See you next year in 3E1!!

Huda - I remember there's this random one time where i was with you during recess because you somehow faught with your other friends, and you were like " thanks ah " hahas, we're friend okay! Gonna miss the times where we sit really far in class and me and you will start blowing our mouth to each other hehes~

Sherlyn - aiya, nothing to say to you. JOKE! HAHAHA. I got sooooooo much memories with you too hehes. Must really last long with him okeh ;) . We'll not drift, right? Well, definitely lah! hehes. Must always be happy okay !! You go there just for money you BAD ASSSHOLEEE!

Tuvi - I wasn't that close to you, but sometimes we do talk ah :) , the drawings that you called me to judge for you and samuel, only can say your drawing was really nice, you can be artist already lah, HAHA :) Good luck okay, im glad that i know you ;DD

Putri - Hii putri, we aren't that close either .. But don't cry so easily, gotta be strong okay :) Hope we would be closer because we're in the same class next year also! SEE YOU IN 3E1! :DD

Aisyah - OII HORNY! HAHAHAH :D aisyah !! I became really close with you after the pledge hand language thingy hehes, you and valerie should stop touching me and making sound ahhh. *tongues out* hehes :) Stay in contact okay !! Always be happy!

Valerie - HI, i got really nothing to say to you because next year we're going to be in the same class again. LOL. are you going to get sick of me ?! because im going to get sick of you!! JOKE~ HAHAHAHA :) Happy that i can at least stay with a really close friend in a class, must forever together okay, MUST ALWAYS TOP THE CLASS! Like the bet we made okay !! :D I think you've to tolerate my bhb-ness + craziness+ irritatingness for th enext 2 years more, ARE YOU READY? HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

YingQun - We aren't close then became close then we became not close then we became idk what HAHA! Alot of memories with you too, like the sports camp ~ And yes, stop your YANGCONG-ING! i hope i wont see you anywhere in camp nexxt time LOL. You should stop falling down HAHAHA " wo mei you ku !! " you're super funny+cute+pretty. Hope we will still stay in contact, looking forward to our dunno-can-anot-job. HAHA :) always be happy and find the only right one!! :D

HuiWen - Huiwen! Looking forward to our shanghai trip~~ You're very pretty and smart and kind XD. Must always be happy. Jiayou and work harder! hope we will still keep in contact xD

YeanHuay - We were really close at first, then not close at all, then close, then now not close at all ;) I'm not sure if you know the reason why we suddenly left, or if you want it the way like " you left" instead, then let it be. But well, i really don'tlike your attitude and the way you backstabs people. The way you talk bad about someone behind. Hope next yaer you will change to a even better person because if not you will have less friend, bet you're thinking less friend less friend lo, like i care. It's up to you to think, like always, "try to accept other's opinion to change to a better you " I know not everyone is perfect, but the way you acts and your attitude just despise peoples around you, well not ALL but some maybe .. You know you're the problem when everyone have a problem with you right. :) Hope to see a better you .

XuanTing - Knew you since P1, got the same P6 buddy :). Wasn't close with you, but glad to be in the same class with you. You're really smart and cuteeeeee. Jiayou and hope you will get what you want hehes :) Hope we will still be friends ! :D

JinHee - Im sorry last time in class i seems to neglects you alot and talk to yeanhuay more, right? Know you're unhappy with the life around you at that point of time then because your blog xD. Must always be happy. Will miss the times when you yoga! HEHES. And the time where you will draw on my hand someone.. you know who hehes ! Work harder in china okay, although you don't like i think, but must bear and perservere!!! Must come back singapore and meet up soon okay!! :D Dont forget me :D

Arif - Hehes, i will not forget the times when your face turn red, JOKE! HAHA :) Glad that my place was moved to sitting beside you, cos we became a lil closer than last time then :D. Stop kairuloh-ing okay :( Sometimes you've to make decisions for your own life yourself! HAHA. Sometimes i think sitting beside you isn't very good for you because im always talking and distracting you i think and somemore if you dont understand also cannot ask people beside you becaues me and prethip also not very clever LOL~ Sorry if it really affected your studies okay! hope you will get into jc or poly or whatever that you wanted hehes. i still rmb the HISTORY OR GEOGRAPHY hahahahah. MR BLACKKKKKKKK, stay in contact ;)

JaeHyung - LOL, i think you like physical touch alot! Well, i remember last time you like nadhirah... HAHA :) ! Good luck to you ! And hope your hair will grow.......... AHAHAHAH :)

XuePeng - Happy that we were in the same class, though only know ea other not very long but well, still :) . Last long with alvina ya !! :DD Good luck and jiayou :)

Kevin - You should stop calling me to play maple because i really want to study, whatever that i promised or something seriously !! You're lazy then me leh. Im worse okay, so please T___T.

YongYang - SI BOTAK! HAHAHA, see you next year uh ! Same class again. You very funny HAHAHA! Lets jia you togetherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ZheQing - Happy that i knew you, you're a very very very good friend, very funny also :D. You are very hardworking, but when you're lazy, you're really lazy LOL. Jiayou in everything. We were once the same "standard" then you shoot up high like siao ! LOL! HAHA, hope one day you will be able to married to ur sunny, which is like impossible, please only admire her far far away HAHAHHA :) THANKS for the stitch you gave :D

YuanCher- OI , if you bully sherlyn you die ah. LOL. Haha, stop using ur china phone k. LOL. Better take care of sherlyn when both of you same class! Haha, okay lah. Happy that we were in the same class. Please stop giving those innocent face LOL. and you dont look like a malaysian, you look more like a singaporean LOL!! Last long with MY sherlyn okeh . LOL

Mokan - Hey mokan hehes :). Whrs your aiwen huh. LOL. joke ah ;). You confirm pass oral because your english really imba ! I like the way you talk because you talk like mdm devi LOL. But you're way better than ehr of cos! I knew you since P1, and well . We aren't that close anymore.. I still remember we at the cage there waving to some random buses around!! HAHA:) forever friends okay!

Nay - OI black. LOL. joke! HAHA. Last long with your girlf okay :). Jiayou in your studies and stop being lazy and sleep in class lah. Stop growing long hair because it's very distracting i think. LOL. Jiayou okay. Glad that we are in the same class before because you're really really really damn funny XD

Prethip - HI the real mr.white HAHA :). We next year same class again leh, good luck leh. dont be so racist already HAHA :) We will miss arif won't we ? You will beat the drum while he sing the song . I will do the recording. HAHA :) See you next yr! :)

Wesley - oi! Stop being so bastard ah. JOKe. LOL. You sometimes really very annoying you know anot!! hahahaha. Okay lah. You're very good SOMETIMES. but most of the times you're very guailan HAHA. Alot of memories with you too. WELLLLLLL, i didn't even know u from bukitpanjangprimaryschool at the start. AWWWWWWWW.

June - LOL. Glad that im in the same class with you before, you very funny, and u got chubby face. LOL. u very smart also, aiya, all international is smart! :( Good luck and work hard!

Sharon Babolola - Are you coming back to fajar any time? :D, hope to see you around, happy that we are once friends, dont forget me at africa, XD

James - You're super duper funny and funny but you look like someone that is funny but inside alot of problem, you're really tall and smart and i really miss you after you go korean but sometimes i totally forget your existence JOKE LOL. hope you come back and visit us HAHA :)

Red- CLOSE!
Blue - OkayOkay :D
Green - Not that close :)

FINISH DEDICATING. 3 PM now, I type for super long okay :)

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
Shall update when im free then..... HAHA :D

Over Again.

2010-11-11T03:26:00.002+08:00

It's 3:31AM now and it's counted as thursday already hahaha
899th post leh.
Should sleep really soon ...
Sintua ended, :( i like it better with sintua, hehs.

Been sleeping quite late lately... Should really get myself some long and peaceful sleep soon..
Maybe tomorrow? Hehes.
Friday gonna know what class we're going to be in, *hopes and pray* please, someone at least that im close with .. ;(

Okeh, i shall update... Maybe tomorrow, or next time ..
Really lazy nowwww. And yes, i turned 14 5 days ago hehehes.
Enjoyed that day.
Shall update about it in the next post then ..

Have to find work already :)
Byebye hehes.

JobJobJobJob.

2010-11-01T15:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 79th birthday grandmother!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Yesterday night went out to have dinner to celebrate grandmother's birthday ^^.
Didn't go for judo today as i've appointment to get my passport.
Morning went out with mummy to Kallang to collect my passport,
then went over to bugis and walk .
Buy alot of things, but is mummy's money! LOL.
Still, feel heart pain for mummy. hahahahaha.
I wanna buy new school bagbagbagbagbagbagbag!
Mummy gave my $7 cos' i help her to do house chores like cleaning the window, heh heh.

Tomorrow got the shanghai parents meeting stuffs and im yet to memorise the introduction, uh-oh! Gonna memorise it by today!
Wednesday going go do volunteering work with sherlyn and valerie hehehe.
Thursday got judo, CAN I NOT GO ?! But then it will be straight 4 in a row not going for judo, (including the one that have suddenly cancelled, hahaha)

Okeh, Im so looking forward to saturday, my birthday hehe.
Having sintua for hmmmmmmm, 3 or 4 days?
Have to go there like everyday, from Saturday!
And i've chalet on 8 and 9 , which means im so going to miss the sintua "gathering" thingy which i really want to see T______________T!
But well, i skipped judo camp which supposed to be 8,9,10 . But i'll go at the 10th instead hehes.
But at 10 going get the class we're getting in!
After that still got alot of shanghai meeting! And im finding job on sunday/monday with valerie ;)
I wanna take up 2 jobs like kaini hahahaha. Rather than staying at home AND GROW FAT!
I wannt to turn 14 fast fast fast and work work work.
SUBWAY? ;)
Going over to shanghai at 12dec-25dec, after that got house warming for misstan's new house i think, so can only work for like 1 month ! :(
Okay, when i come back from shanghai then i will do the dedications for 1e1/2e1! hehss.
Im in happy mooda~~~

Weellllllllll , Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah bye! hehs.

Memories.

2010-11-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

Next year new class...
Thanks 2e1/1e1!
Next post for dedications ;)

I PROMISE!

2010-10-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Disappointed mummy and daddy with disappointing results but................

Im still quit satisfied with my own result..
But well.
At least i promoted to S3E! :)
HappyHappy.

Hope i will get into the same class as Valerie next year ;(

30minutes ago was sharon's birthday LOL!!!
HEHEHEHEHEH EAT TOO MUCH RIGHT.

Okayyyyyyyy JOKE.
*you wont understand this*

I WANNA SLEEP
GOODNIGHT!

Troubles,Troubles & Troubles.

2010-10-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

I already very troubled,
there's no need for you to add on to it .

Sometimes i just felt like giving up everything and not care anymore,
do your even understand how i felt.?
Really... There's a whole lot of thing that your don't know...
And therefore, you will never be able to touch and feel my heart ;)

Had a light breakfast and didn't have lunch and dinner today.
I took the rice and i put it on the table, mummy was very angry. :(
She said i already ate outside therefore im too full to eat. Lol !
Having "rashes", so i didn't play the game today.
Tomorrow same thing gonna happen again, hahaha .

Going over to zheqing's house with ben,eug,shrn,sher tmr bah :)
Hopefully there isn't a last minute change.
Oh wellllllllll~

Thesims!

2010-10-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

im desperately craving for a new bagpack

and

THE SIMS DISKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!\

:(

Straight.

2010-10-23T19:44:00.002+08:00

GULU IS PREGNANT AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
Im so looking forward to see who's gulu's faatherrrrrr. LOL!!
Okay, im basically playing virtual villagers 4 for the whole day............
Sold my phone for $70 away.

Monday no school, promotion exercise day.
Alittle worried, PLEASE PROMOTE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE to sec 3.
And let me stay in express ;(

JUDO on monday too!
Eugenia gonna treat me mac after that hehe.
Cos' i passed my maths.
AND YEs, I PASSED MY MATHS LIKE FINALLy, HAHAHAHHAHA :)

Addicted.

2010-10-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

Got so addicted with games this few days, ah!
Gonna get maple from jansonn soon :)
PlayPlayPlayPlayPlayyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Today went over to fajar and bangkit to buy chalet thingy :)
Then back to school, alot of thing happens lah.
I think i laugh like siao. LOl
JUDO ON MONDAY :(
CAN I NOT GO PLEASE????????????????????????????????

SELF REMINDER - DO SUMMARY AND ACELEARNING!!!!!

BYE

DontWannaCare.

2010-10-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii, hahahahha.
Went to school with sister as usual, didn't bring anything except wallet and handphone therefore feeling super emptyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

After morning assembly went for the shanghai briefing thingy :)
Then after that go for the mathematics and science survery thingy.
Had around 2h30minutes there... Left at about 1045?
Mr.seow allowed us to have recess till the next bell ring which is around 1130 i think. But we didnt eat so long ah~ Ate with farhana aisyah nadhirah valerie sharon and sherlyn :D

Went to archery there and talk with sherlyn, dam freaking funny.
I was having muscle ache all over my body because of monday's judo and yesterday went to gym . LOL.
Therefore i cannot like laugh because my stomach really hurts LOL.
After school went over to zheqing's house with eugenia and wesley while valerie,sherlyn and sharon got badminton :)
Very funnnnnnnnn, he got alot alot alot alot alot of stitch!
I like the charmeleon(?) and the stitch that hugs the heartshape.
LOL.
THIS IS THE BIGGEST STITCH HE HAVE and i swear it's heavy. =.o

(WESLEY + thebiggestSTITCH!)
Was supposed to go to his house play mahjong, went to play abit of monopoly and he get really pissed off because me and eugenia watched wesley play game instead LOL.
The game in 3D, very nice and funnnnn, i like!
Used his laptop to watch men in white with eugenia :D.
Watch until very sian LOL.
I was super tired there, almost want to sleep!
Cos the room very dark + aircon = perfect sleeping day.
But cant sleep, zheqing play "SONG" .
Dam freaking funny.
Left his house @ 4 with eugenia, wanted go plaza find mummy and kaini .
zheqing gave me a stitch, cute but never bring bag then if take very xiasuay LOL!!!!
Then eugenia help me take hehe :P
But i still walked home with it in the end..... LOL!
Thanks zheqing! :D
But they went home already, didn't take bus, went over to BPCC ask for the passport thing, then went home :)
Reached home ate and slept LOL.
Tiredddddd, tomorrow got asknlearn ah!

Bye.

You Don't deserve my respect.

2010-10-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to judo, judo supposingly starts at 9 and ew woke at about 9 =.o
Can't get in school cos i never wear fajar shorts like WTF.
So stayed outside de finally got in .
After judo sat sir's car go out of school, :)
Then head to lot one and caught Child's eye again,
with euegnia,jansonn joel and jayson.
After that sherlyn and yc came :)
Walk around and split, sher and yc go drink?
Me, eug and jansonn came over to my house.
Then bla bla bla.
Homed at around going to 9 .
Tired 12 hours of out and finally reach home and bathe...

Woke up today feeling exciteddddd, results results results!

ENGLISH
29/60
42/60
Very not happy paper 1 :(
Overall i got 56 i think.

Mother Tongue
I remember only the overall..
69 .
1 more mark le............ :(

Mathematics.
25/50
29/50
HEHEHEHE, this is the first time im passing my maths and im super duperly happy for that.

Science.
11marks for section A, think over 30marks.
16half for Section B.
Section C , 3 marks
Got 30 and a half marks....
Well... I seriously dont take Science as a subject because i really hate science alot ;(

DNT.
Hahhaha.
I remember i bet with Sherlyn who get lower treat drinks.
Then both of us get 32/50.
Then later on i add one more mark, which makes it into 33/50
And therefore i won, LOL!
Don't know overall yet.

Literature.
I forgot too! I only know i get A1, hehehehhehee.

Art.
Walao..... Spending so many time on it and i actually get only 54 >:(
Even Valerie's art get higher than me omg .
You should had seen her art then .............. LOL! :P

History.
I forget how much i got..
32/54
25/50 ?
I think so..

Therefore, im satisfied with my result, hehe.

Went to gym with Sharon,Valerie and Sherlyn after my DNT consultation.
Homed at i forget what time, 4,30 like that? :)
Okay, im aching like siao now and....
BYE!

MADTIRED!

2010-10-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

i've no idea why but im mad tired nowwwwwwwwwwww

Maybe because judo,

maybe because i went out for like 12 hours today !

i feel so dirty, but now smell so nice cos i just bathe.

*smellsmell*

Judo resumed...

GONNA POST TMR OR WEDNESDAY INSTEAD LAH!

IM REALLY TIRED!

AND TOMORROW GETTING BACK EOY RESULTS + GOIN GYM WITH SHARON SHERLYN AND VALERIE!

BYEBYE!

Forget it. 30day,last day.

2010-10-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Went to bangkit with mummy like always, kaini bugging me to go ._.
Didn't have to tutor today, *happy*.

Woke up at 7+ and felt really tired, slept awhile and wake at 11 like that x.x
Internet keep disconnecting, very the :@ with it ,
but played diner dash,wedding dash and so as the laptop have the game itself from the start, and somemore no need internet, phew. ( At least got thing entertain me.)

Tomorrow got Judo from 9 - 11, MUST WAKE UP EARLY D:
Then intended to watch childs eye with eugenia jan and others but i don't think can already.
Maybe after judo need to go chinatown with mummy and kaini .
But also need to meet sherlyn and yuancher with valerie @ JP after judo .
Ahh!

Last day of the short break tomorrow le! Im very looking forward to tuesday...
*Pray hard* , maths chinese english history,d&t and art~ x.x
Definitely giving up on my science since i wrote super crap thingy .. -.-
Tomorrow judo new coach, don't know fierce or not leh.
At first coach's son(coach daryl) say like as if the coach vry good then now say like the coach not good T_T.
Very NOT looking forward to tomorrow's judo session .....
Im not going to bring my gi there! >:)
Why judo must find coach!! Argh, lost of interest in judo already =.o.

Bye.

If you miss me you would had text me long ago.

Day 30, my reflection in the mirror.

Wtf is wrong with you ? Please die faster because i really don't want to see you anymore.
You makes my life so miserable. Why are you so dumb ??? Why are you so lazy ???
Why don't you know your own feeling ?? Do you have a heart??? why can't you feel it ???
What are you doing all this while ?????????????????????????????????????

ARgh......

You Don't Need Me Anyway. Day 29.

2010-10-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

Woke up and sister bugged me to go chalet with her.
Downloaded MSN in laptop already, since reformat then everything gone .
Yesterday spended my whole day trying to dl everything!
On laptop overnight to dl audi and maple then in the end dc =_=
New MSN very weird leh, i want back the old one omg x.x

Anyway, didn't go chalet with sister as cerisia was coming for tuition .
Fetched her and didn't let her use the comp, didn't bring her out to swing or bangkit.
Really lazy, and not in a good mood, and i dont know why .

She left at i-dont-know-what-time-probably-5+?
Then fetch her home, reached home, mummy told me to go out buy dinner .
Went over to bangkit and buy dinner home, I keep on playing the games in the laptop for the whole day, cos' it's like full screen game LOL.
So if i late reply you in msn or so, sorry :(

Tried to download maple but everytime download sure dc leh, never download then wont dc, so im not going to download ! >:(

Really tired and didn't get my nap ... Wants to sleep now but below CC open the singing thing, the person sing very loud ahhhhhh.
Okay, i want to continue playing my very lame game, diner dash. LOL =_=

I WANT A JOB FASTTTTTTTTTT.
Bye.

Day 29, the person you want to tell everything to, but afraid to .

"c.boy" (YouKnowIKnow,TheyDontKnow:D) was the first person that comes up to my mind when i see this day 29 :/
so... c.boy,
You make me very confuse, go out of my life!

Lol...
What's wrong now.

ihavetogetusedtoit.

2010-10-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

Caught Child's eye (Tong Yan) @ Lot one today with,
Kaini,Choonwee,Amos,Ziming and YongJia.

Very very very very very scary show LOL.
But i like the ending , quite okay.
But the most ending is like omg =.=
Like got Child's eye part 2 like that!
Thailand ah thailand, i'll never go there!

Today's sister birthday.
Woke up early in the morning and don't know what to do.
Just lied on the bed for freaking long till kaini came in and wake me up.
Because of her BIRTHDAY WISH of having me to go bangkit with her, i dragged myself up =.=''
After that back home and bathe, went over to Lot one and caught the movie @ 3.20pm.
After that went to eat, me and kaini never eat. We sat on this round table and cos' got 6 person, then got 7 chair... Which basically is one of the scene in Child's eye. Freaking funny+creepy LOL.
Reached home @ 6+ , have dinner... Then..........
My laptop okay already, hehehehe. Happy of course~
But having difficulties to download MSN T.T
So using ebuddy for the time-being, hehe.

Got back my phone also :) , but big sister took away my touch phone,
gotta use back the old samsung phone, i've no idea why but... I prefer this phone much more better than that. -.o
Monday got judo 9-11! Not gonna bring gi ....... New coach, must see see first luh.
Tuesday take back results, very excited. After results going go gym.
Wednesday going to go sherlyn house after school :D
Thursday and Friday going gym!
Plan plan plan~ hehehe.

Actually got alot photo to upload but my PHONE IS NOT WITH MY ANYMORE!
Therefore......... :(
I've no more picturezz.
Well, gonna do the "DAYS" thingy then ...

Lets see..... When did i last stopped huh ?

Day20.......

so..
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Can't remember... but probably alot.

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Considering then .... LOL

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Lol

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

i dont know..

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Whoooooooo ? Me lor. LOL.

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Sherlyn i think! For cutting short hair ..................... LOL.
Or is it the little girl ... ?

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
No idea..

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Welllllllllll, Vsnsk, Vssk :)
Thanks for giving so much great memorise to meeee heh. :)
Glad that you all appeared in my life!
Though sometimes we really doesnt like each other but..
Hehe, we still always be in one and talk about almost everything.
Love it and yes. SPAGHETTTTTTTTTTTTTI!? :P
well, i can still remember the last time when we did sushi @ Nadhirah's house ROFL!

Okay, im not in a very good mood so....... Im not really posting much for the days,
and what more, nothing to post about lo.

Bye.

Lalala.

2010-10-14T16:50:00.003+08:00

Eat,Pray,Love.
Went to watch movie after the last exam, ART! :)
Watched movie with.....
Valerie,Sharon,Sherlyn,Farhana,Nadhirah,Jaehyung,Arif,Yuancher and nadh&fana's friend.
10 people in total, so cool.
Actually 12 lah, june and wenchi never come :(

Okay,
my laptop SPOILED
and my handphone kena confiscated by mother.
Seriously fml :(
holiday then liddat omg.

Gonna go work with eugenia and jan di @ mac maybe.
Hope mummy allow.... But i think kor wont allow T_T
But well, im not going to rot at home!

Hopefully my phone will be permanent back with me.
And i will pay my phone bill myself! $260 :(

So im sorry, will update when my laptop is okayy. :(

Byebye.
And im soooooooo looking forward to my maths english chinese,history and dnt paper! hehehe. NOT science and also my art, actually very looking forward to the result because i really spent alot of time doing it lor.. But outcome i draw like omg, P1 drawing lah. :( WORSE than primary 1 i think :((((((((((((

Bye lah ! LOL

WeCallThatBackStabbing.

2010-10-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

Sarah,serine,yiling,yawei,vivian and kelly, huiling, weicha

This is how to story goes.
Im not refering to anyone, so if you're like self-conscious-ing then go ahead and think it's you :)

Yawei walks home with serine and told serine bad thing about sarah yiling yawei vivian and kelly.

Yawei said, " You know, sarah always talk very chim, vivian temper always so bad, yiling cannot sings! "
Basically... She talks bad about like everyone behind their back ..
Because when she's with other, she talks bad about Serine too!

So one day, Yawei and Yiling ditched and ignored us..... for quite sometimes.
Which we don't know the reason, because at the first place,
we already thought of ignoring Yawei because of what she did.
So we thought they knew and therefore ignoring Sarah,Serine,Vivian and Kelly.
But things doesn't seems to be this way as day pass by,
Yawei talked to Kelly about it on msn, and Kelly knew that things isn't going the way that they always thought and felt abit funny because it was the opposite ways.

But we've no idea why Yiling was siding Yawei,
we thinks Yiling was a cute and funny girl, we likes her, but not Yawei.
Because the way she scold vulgars on both family and friends disgust us.
We thinks Yiling doesn't know what Yawei says behind her back...
But well...... After this, Yiling and Yawei went to follow Huiling and Weicha,
but Yawei told us that she don't like both Huiling and Weicha before!
Somemore talk bad about them ALOT!
And now she's like following them so............. It's a lil or VERY ridiculous.
I think she's going to lose all her friends if she continues doing this ...

This story teaches you not to badmouth because you think others wouldn't know but the fact is that everyone know before you know that we know ;).
If you want to know the reason, THIS is the reason.

History and maths p1 down, next is maths p2 and Literature
Gonna study it later on! Die also must pass le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, i know i said i dont want to update but well,
this story makes me wants to update .
Bye.

MIA!

2010-10-09T12:25:00.000+08:00

SORRY BUT IM NOT COMING BACK TILL 14OCTOBER WHICH IS THE LAST EXAM;ART.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

&

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR E-O-Y!

Study hard, play hard.
Study smart :)

i will post all the Days thingy after exam altogether okay :)
now........... STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY !

BecauseIDislikesYouToo. Day 20.

2010-10-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

Woke up and went to school with sister,
met Valerie at the school gate there~
Back to classroom, have first two periods of Maths.
My hand was really swollen before that :(
Valerie keep saying pig hand >:(
I've no idea why my index finger was that swollen though ...
After awhile okay le.

I tried to stay awake in maths class BADLY!
But my eyes just keep closing and finally,
i lie on my table.
Then, mrs chin called me up :(
And the same things again, my eyes kept on closing .__.

After recess science 2 periods, did that "mock test" and i got....
5/15 for the mcq(cos i only do mcq =.= ) , hahahah. " clever gang " yea nadh :D
Go through with her the worksheet though we halfway then give up LOL!
I can still remember the last 3 question of the mcq answer was
" CCB " LOL

Had history @ AVA room , tomorrow history going watch some school horror movie?
hehehhee, im so looking forward to it somehow.
*reminder -> BRING JACKET omg =.=

English lesson @ the end was used for settling some class chalet thingy and such hehe :)
Gonna start saving money for class chalet already! :)
Got some lecture from misstan for the "cupboard" thingy, though its funny but.... LOL

STUDYSTUDYSTUDY,MUGMUGMUG.
There goes my meaningful SAT and SUN, which is going to change so much of my future...

Day20, someone that breaks your heart the hardest.

To you...
Although i already forgotten you.. Completely :)
But this topic somehow makes me think about you straight.
It's not one time that hurts, it twice.
But like what you say, cherish the precious small moments together and not be sad that it's over.
Well, i think you never know the mistakes :(
The reason for last year breakup and this year breakup was 99% similar.
I've no idea why i keep falling back to you everytime.
So i hope i will never see you, or you will never talk to me ever again .
But still, good luck to you :)
and also :) Last long with her :D

` Never cry for a boy because they don't deserve your tears.
Byee :)

Because actually i doesn't like you either,
but i didnt want to break your "small small heart".

IDontGiveADamn. Day 19.

2010-10-06T17:33:00.004+08:00

Happy 5th month, valerie tan~

third party <- sharon, kidding LOL :P

Met valerie @ Petir lrt and went to school together.
CE first two periods was study hour, studies and make notes for science.
around last 10minutes went down canteen for a break :)
Back to class, no pe because of rain+mr ong never come.
Mr sng reliefed and we were like damn scared because he's like freaking fierce!
Me nadh and wenchi wrote letter with ea other LOL!
Recess then Science, wrote letter with fahna,wenchi,valerie and nadh :)
Then literature, did the questions and maths got maths test.
I hope i will pass this quiz.
Art last 2 period , slack like hell .
Then canteen for lunch and to the library to study.
I think we're really really really really super duper noisy because the librarian abit pissed off look. :( and people around.. We polluted the library quiet atmosphere! :(

Went home at around 4? Reached home at about going 5.
Tired le. i'll sleep early today!!! :(

Day 19, someone that pester your mind, good or bad.

i dont know, dont ask me.

Chinese&English PaperDown. Day18.

2010-10-05T16:53:00.003+08:00

Chinese and english paper down.
Next will be on monday, history and maths p1.
I WANT to score well for maths .
So much saturdays for maths and if im going to get F9 again,
i can really, fuck myself. LOL.

I tihnk i wrote alot for chinese, im confident for P1 !
P2 i got so pure bored and sian that i dont really wanna write anything omg =.=
And the weather is so PURE HOT AND HUMID and i really wana die.
I wanna sleep and i cannt get to sleep because of this hot air.
I thinkt oday's weather was just extremely hot. -.o

No exam tomorrow, parade square parade square parade square!
Met terry just now to lent him my specs,
he's dam ahgua with my specs, BOX and clotht HAHAHAHa
PINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINKPINK, ahgua lah you :P!

Okay, i will tell mummy to take my phone and the computer and hide it where i cannot find it, then i will concentrate thsi 5 days in STUDYING ALL MY SUBJECTTTTTTT!
Jiayou kairu, GAMBETEH!
*remind me of, jio-to-mah-teh in the library,so coolll *

Day 18, someone you wish you could be.
Someone..................... Not really anyone
i feel so good being myself now :)
at least im not fake, like someone.................................... ^^
My life my problem leh~
what can you do ?
shoo only~

We all KNOW the problem. Day 17th.

2010-10-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

Since we all know the problems and it's so damn god freaking obvious,
so why not lets just solve it ?
Easier said than done anyway ~.~

Had English Paper 1 and 2 today.
Tomorrow having MT paper 1 and 2.

Gonna give in my best for MT!
Gonna study @ 8pm.
which is now 7.53pm.

Day 17th, to someone frmo my childhood.
Hi trixster,
i saw you last month, or the month before last month.
I can still remember when we tuition together hahaha.
I thought you moved already until i saw you again.
But i dont think you remember me anymore, :)
good luck~

Byee.

A lil worried, D:
Just like a brother of mine.

EOY. Day 16th.

2010-10-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is english exam and im like not even studying for it.
Gonna study later on at around.. 9pm ? :D
Schools ends at 122222222222222! heh heh heh.
I think we're going to go study after that, are we ?
Hmmmmmmmm.

My art is killing me a little.... more.

Okay， i outline halfway then no ink -.-

Day 16th, someone that is not in your state/country.

Hi james kang kyoung mo.
I miss you very much :(
When are you coming back to singapore?!
Whenever i turn behind to the board i saw your face T________T
If you had never went back to korea.....
Then you will meet the current June~
Haha. Hope you are doing welll in korea!
Sir mo op neng nomm !
I can still remember this when you teach :D
Hope to see you soon.. ;D
i think VSNSK miss you hahahahahhhaa!

Byebye :)

I dont like that. Day 13,14,15.

2010-10-02T09:50:00.007+08:00

Didn't update for 2 days already, so i shall put up some pictures also (:

Thursday, (30/09/10)
Ava room for history and forget to bring jacket >:(
After school went back home straight.
Did research for art, then tutor from 3 all the way to 11 .
Talked on the phone till around 1, then went to sleep :)

Friday, (01/10/10)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENIA
Love you forever, hahahahah :P
Must be always happy and don't think so much sometimes :)
Anything can ask me one okay.
Be it homework or other problems~ yea~~

Its the last day of being in school to go through some work before exams start on monday and im like still not concentrating in class..... :(
Thanks MissTan for the macdonald treat for the whole class.
"HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!" :)

Intended to go library and study, school library aren't open .
So we voted and 4 voted for Plaza, so we went over to plaza :D
I swear everywhere is full T_T, finally got in @ Mosburger and ate there too.
$$ awhhhhhhhh, Mos is seriously eating too much money of mine. :( LOL.
Yingqun and yeanhuay went home for some reasons . Then after that we went back to school to study in class. Saw some boys watching porn HAHAHAHAHHA. "Just kidding"
And valerie ah........ "Sexy, HOT " LOL ~

Went home after that, fetch the girl and tutor till 7.
Fetch her home. Then went back home, and went to somewhere around bangkit.
Bangkit having th epromotion heineken i think thingy.
I swear i sing better than them. LOL!
Went home at 9+, used the comp till around 11 i think.
Slept before 11.30 like seriously fast LOL. too tired perhaps~

Okay, the main point. pictures of the day~

This is during Wednesday~ (Detention)

This is during Tuesday, study hour.

Valerie and sherlyn :D

i super think valerie very chio in this picture :D

Hiiiiiiiiiiii. LOL.

VALERIEEE.

Sharon and me ~

Sharon and me ~

Sharon~~

Everyone tied a very super high bun HAHAHA :D
Valerie and sherlyn~

BENEDICT TAN~ :D

VALERIE~ LOL

On wednesday :D
Sharon!

Imitating one of the person from our class HAHAHAHAH.
you know i know :)

HI YONGYANG.

HI SHARON :D

Valerie and sharon!
Whose below? me ? sherlyn? idk LOL!

This is super....................... LOL.

Me and sherlyn!

Sharon tied the hair for me :D

Day 13, someone you wish could forgive you.
Someone....... Sorry. If theres fate, we're giong to friends once again.
Someone.

Day 14, someone you've drifted away from
Wah, alot of people ah.
Jonathan? Hahaha, very less talk already.
Never update me about your life liao. XD

Day 15, the person you miss the most.
Okay, im not going to say who it is.
But i think valerie should know.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

Later meeting xiangwoon to take my charger then maybe meeting val and di or yx to study :)
Need to tutor later on also.
Need study also. one more day le!
ENGLISH AND CHINESE! :(

Bye~

Whatever, 12th day.

2010-09-29T19:24:00.002+08:00

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooow,
i think i kinda screwed up my maths class test. (Y) kairu -_-

Today was a really screwed up day too .. -.-
Really got into a very bad mood, and more and more things just pisses me off -.-
Sorry if i ignored you all during art lessons :(
You know i didnt do it on purpose right :)

And yes, I DONT LIKE HIM I REALLY DONT OMG =.=

After school stayed back for study hours.
Sharon stalked me :(
Alot funny things happen, and also.
I got to absorb that 8 things not FULLY into my brain but at least 3/4 :)
Im so afraid of my ltitle boss, she's so scary that she's like going to kill me anytime.
S.H.A.R.O.N.C.H.O.N.G! LOL.

After study hour went home :)
Talked over the phone+ MSN.
Now blogging, then going watch endless love.
Then tidy the table, pack bag and sleep ;)

12th day, to someone you hate the most/caused you the most grieve.

I've no idea ... wait till i think of one . " SKIP "

bye. :)
actually. i really have no idea if i really do, or not.
But in anyway, he likes you, isnt it ? :)

5 more days to EOY. 10th and 11th day.

2010-09-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

Didn't post yesterday,
was really lazy to post and i've got LOTS of things to do :(
Slept rather late last night .

Paint the D&T wood like crazy .
Valerie keep saying it's like " Welcome to hell " >:(

I shall do the 2 days which is 10th(supposingly yesterday) and 11th(today) letters.

10th day, a letter to someone you dont talk to as much as you like to.

and of course, the person is kohweiching.
How long since we last talked ?!?!
Asshole sia you, never talk to me.
got your MOO already right!!!!
Hahaha~ just joking, but wish you good luck uh.
TALK TO ME SOON YOU IDIOTT.

11th day, a deceased person you which you could talk to.
If its a deceased pet it will definitely be Rich lah .
Since Rich already died... But anyway, it's a person..
So it's gonna be my grandmother :D
I miss the way i fed her milo and i can still remember that scene whereby you decided to left us and give up. When you really can't take it, and when all your blood exploded, when you got into my dreams at night. When you makes me see you inside the coffin for the first sight ever, and for the first time ever, crying so hard @ a funeral.
I miss you, grandmother, <3.

5 more days to eoy,
IM NOT YET PREPAREd, like definitely.
Im only left with tomorrow, thursday and friday, to CONSULT TEACHER.
Then, saturday and sunday to study.
And Exams started on mon and tues :(
English and chinese,
here i comesssssssssss.

Bye :)

I hope we will always stay like this.
I dont wanna go deeper.
I dont want to drift.
I just want us to be like this, forever and ever.
Okay? :)
Scoobydoo.

JumpIntoYourArms, Day9.

2010-09-26T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
Basically......... -.-
My whole evening sat and today whole afternoon got occupied by tutoring ...
Didn't really get to study ;(
I swear swear swear like hell, im going to study from monday onwards.
Like it's streaming year and i really really really dont want to drop or retain like hell. :(
Shall really cherish how im able to get into express class :(

Day9, someone you wish you could meet now

I HOPE I CAN MEET THE GUY THAT SAT BESIDE US DURING MAC YTD.
SO HANDSOME. LOL.
Just kidding -_-''

To, someone i wish i could meet now,(SOMEONE)
I hope i can meet you now and jump into your arms.
Tell you everything that is troubling me and talk talk talk alot. :)
But well~ :D

Byebye~

I hope we would stay like this forever,
i want to see your goodnight message everynight,
i want to see your goodmorning message every morning.
Before i sleep, and when i wakes, ♥.

MissMe,TextMeCos'ImWaiting. Day8.

2010-09-25T19:28:00.006+08:00

Woke up quite early in the morning,
after that wanted to meet sher yq and val but sher is going out with her family :(
Met yq and val @ lot one and studied at Macdonald.
So distracting because theres alot of handsome boys that sat beside us.
(LMFFFFFFFFFAO)
PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES!

HI YINGQUN

VALERIE AH VALERIEE......................... LOL.

The hardworking side of valerie.... LOL

Me and yingqun :)

STOP ACTING LIKE ONE HARDWORKING LOL.

THE FEW DAYS @ LIBRARY HAVING STUDY HOURS AFTER SCHOOL.

SHARON SHARON SHARON SHARON SHARON!

Sharon and Valerie :)

HI JAEHYUNG.

ME ANDDDDDDD SHARON :)

SHARONNNNNNNNNNNN

HI YUANCHER

Yingqun also act one hardworking one. LOL.

Me and sharon again, hehehehe.

Yq, you taking money from who ..?? LOL

hihi.

byebye. LOL

Yingqun and yeanhuay. CAMERA SHY!

Basically after library,
Had to go home straight cos sister said ceri was coming.
pack and went home, took bus. 190 is seriously..... PACKED! and i swear! :(((((
Hate packed bus like seriously but well... No choice.
But at least i gets to sit down.. I wonder how they go through the high way which is a long path and have to squeeze and stand for so long for some people -.o.

Didnt really tutor today because she said today play tomorrow study..
Which means she's coming tomorrow............ :)

Anw, ytd after study hour met jaehyung and yq at around 6 and off to BukitBatok till ard 9.30.
Alot of thing happen ah, dont wish to elaborate. Let bygone by bygones~

Day8, a letter to my best internet friend.

Hiiiiiiiiiiii,
i think you're my best internet friend(____im not saying who___) LOL.
I know i hurt you alot in the past.... But well ~ it's over right :)
thanks for always talking to me... although i swear sometimes you're really annoying, opps.
Okay, thanks for always trusting me to be your listening ear, and sorry if i brought to you alot of troubles like C thingy uh :/
Hope you will find your J soon and jiayou in life okay~
Sayonaraaaaaaaaa.

HopedYouWereReallyByMySideBackThen. Day7

2010-09-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

I really hoped at that time you would cheer me up,
but then. well. nevermind, its okay. i understand....

Felt guilty anyway, really sorry.. but we really. :(

Day 7, a letter to your ex, love or crush

Hmmmm, i wont say who im writing to,
but i hope you will last long with her.
I can really see you really loves her alot and,
you really want to be with her for very very long :)
Jiayou okay! Last long!! ^^.

IdontWantCareAnymore, Day6.

2010-09-23T19:02:00.002+08:00

History lesson @ AVA, i like!
Recess ate, second time eating that stall already .
After school, study hour.
Did abit of maths and do finish my zuo ye le :)
After that as usual, fetch my sister and cabbed home since daddy isn't coming to fetch.
My money $_$ :((

Day 6, to a stranger.

A stranger.... Okay...

To you, a stranger .

i dont know who you are and how you are like.
But i hope you wont go around hurting other people's feeling.
If you dont like, then say don't like, don't turn people round and round okay.
I know i've no rights to judge you since i don't really know you.
But you really gave me a bad impression .
Okay, it's not about anything else...
Nevermind :) . Just hope you will be more straightforward so that you won't
hurt anyone else around ..
Hope you will forget him too.

ThenSoBeIt, Day 5.

2010-09-22T18:30:00.002+08:00

Seriously enough of all this shit...
I really dont want to think so much about all this things,
it's occupying more space on my mind than studies ..

Day 5, my dreams. ( I dont know if it's the sleep dreams or the grow up de dreams, so i shall write both)

Since my latest dream was dreaming about ghost like at 7th month or smth -.-
Which was really like very real but in the end i woke up by a stupid dog!
A new dog came to our house, black dog. and it's fucking irritating , i swear.
I hate it so much because it pisses me off right in the morning that i actually scolded "ccb" at home -.- curse you. STOP bullying gulu, you idiot. have some manners because gulu is much more older than you and gulu is a girl -__________-.

Whatever, no link.

My dream......... hmmm.
somehow.. my dream is to be a haircutter/counsellor, lmfao.
and it's still my dream lah.....
But i really hve nothing to say to it.
and really no mood to say -.-

Bye.

Yes, i like you, but sorry, im not going to let you like me back,
neither will we be together.
i really dw to get into r/s anymore. :/

Unable to concentrate. Day 4.

2010-09-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

Im not concentrating in class.
And i think mrs.chin is rather pissed off because i never brings notes to class somemore.
I think she scolded me today like, at least 3 times? =.=
First time is running in and out of the class with yongyang.
Stupid yongyang hai wo ! LOL.
Second time cos wear jacket . ( But got reasons for me to wear lah..)
Then still got i nv bring notes~ which is 3rd time! :(

I feel so hopeless -.-

3rd day, to my siblings(sister)

I swear i hate it when we quarrel because you're always the one being angry for ridiculous stuffs -.-
And you likes to annoy me and irritate me alot.
If you don't like it that im always not replying you when you talk then dont talk to me . When you are seeing your shows, when i talk to you, you arent replying also. So please don't expect me to reply you when im using comp too -.-

But in anyway, i hope your leg gets well soon. Because seeing you like this makes my heart pain, DEFINITELY not because of ur leg , because idw see mummy and daddy so worried okay! LOLLLLL. Just kidding.
Please get well soon and stop being so stingy , like sting-ier then me -.o
Byebye and i really love you <3<3

LOL, BYE!

HappyBirthdayMummy. 3rd day.

2010-09-20T22:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 47th birthday, mummy :)

Today misstan asked us if we will study at home or in sch every single day.
Then she want us to write a contract if we are going home to study, that we will study. So i wrote the contract since i dont really want to study in school....

Then, misstan said that she dont want me to go home and study, and therefore, i have to stay back with her everyday till 3.30! :(
But well.... for my good also right.. :)

Brought mac home for mummy and daddy :) $10 flew. Fetch sister from school and took taxi home, my money $_$. LOL.
Havent even return valerie her money T_T!
Gonna buy something little for the maid that is going back to indo on wednesday tomorrow. :)
Big sister brought icecream cake and mooncake home from swensen, since she somehow work there.

Red wine wine wine wine wine. (both of the small kid very cute right, one of them is i tutor one :D)

Mummy is getting older! hehehe :)

3rd day, a letter to my parents

Happy birthday mummy, thanks for always being with me ..
Thanks for everything you do.
Thanks for all the stress you gave me.
But trust me, i hate you sometimes because i felt that you were really biased.
But teh fact is, one day if you're not with me anymore, i think i will die.

Daddyyy :),
You're the best, you always help us do everything D.I.Y XD
Thanks fo sweating so freaking much just for my drama crops.
I really love youa lot because you dote on me the most.
thanks for wanting to buy me everything that i want,
but daddy, i grow up already, i just want you to be healthy and wait for me,
to earn money for you, okay??
Then you can go honeymoon with mummy.
go watch movie also!! :)

Byebye ^^!

Day 2.

2010-09-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

Just complete my Maths on ace-learning hehe.
Luckily i remember to do it .
Got my own laptop already!!! HEHE.
Not really own... But most of the time is i use so = to mine lah :P
since big sister also never always come home to use.

Im deciding if i should buy KFC for lunch for family :/
But i still need to pay valerie $14.50 .
But i really want to eat KFC. LOL.
Okay whatever.

A letter to my crush-Day 2,

Honestly.. I think i don't have any crush.
So... i really don't know who to write .__.
therefore, the conclusion is,
im not going to write for this LOL.

Well, like what. Im not going to get into a r/s anymore till poly.
RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ~~

Byebye XD

SickAndTired,Peace. Day 1

2010-09-18T20:42:00.003+08:00

A good news today is that..
MY TUITION ENDS TODAY LOL.
It's the last session :)

Bad news.... ?
Ermmmmmmmmmm.... idk too, xD.

Came across blogs that have this thing that look really fun,
and since i dont really wanna blog so much because basically i've not much idea.....
So i should try this too.
Bloghopped and saw this on Yeanhuay and cynthia's blog :)

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

So im going to start with Day 1 today ~

Day 1, my best friend.

Honestly.. I don't know who is my best friend.
Shall randomly pick someone that is close to me then... :)

Sorry if i did anything wrong, i know we always have cold wars,
we always quarrel nowadays. I know you disliked it, because me myself dislike it too. I don't know whats happening to me, or whats happening to you. But i feel that we aren't close at all already, and it doesnt really matter to you right... ? Well... The fact that sometimes... I got really pissed off but you know i wont get angry for more than half an hour :/.
So even if i got pissed off, i would still go back to your side and cheer you up . Sometimes.. I asked myself why do i do this, and will you even think about how i actually felt inside ?
Then i got the answer, because you are my best friend and i don't want to lose you . I know sometimes its unfair to others .. I know things that happens around , i can see, i can feel, im sorry, i tried to be fair, i really did tried to be fair. :/ But it seems more that you're the only one that is making an effort to get into my life.
Iloveyou, bestfriend :)

relieved.

2010-09-14T20:41:00.001+08:00

thanks didi for the mars chocolate :)

drama finally over le, so relieved.

Sorry for not having proper updates nowadays,
im really really really very busy.
Exam starts on 3 Oct which is english paper first.
I think time pass too fast.
I need to study .

Will update after exam with allllllllllll the pictures okay.

goodbye for now ;)

因为是好朋友所以对你好

2010-09-09T10:56:00.002+08:00

Stupid sister told me that morning wake up jog.
Till now, 10;57 she also havent wake up !
Suan le suan le~
Im gonna stay at home till i do finish alllllll my school homework and some tuition homework.
Not going to use computer and phone, big distraction!
And i somehow can't believe when daddy says he wants to buy a laptop for me afew days ago, i told him to buy for me only if my results is good at EOY. Wtf, :(
But somehow i never regret saying that lah...
DADDY! don't spoilt me :(

Family having alot of bigbig problem, but as a kid~ what can i do :(
Only can sit there and watch............
Okay whatever, grandmother flew off to idk where this morning with uncle and aunts.
Shanghai i think ? LOL.

Okayyyyyy, byebyebyebyebye :)

对不去我知道错了，请原谅那残忍的事实

Extends the holiday!

2010-09-08T11:32:00.004+08:00

Okay, im not really tutoring my mum's friend's daughter anymore, kaini is doing the job. hehe.

Yesterday, went over to NUH with sister and mummy,
sister went to do her theraphy and she needs to go back on next friday ~
Took 963 there and back, went over to bangkit to lunch there.
Waited for mummy talk to ahhuay auntie super long...
while waiting, took lots of random shots like~

Kaini and I planned to go jogging at 5PM.
We reached home at about 3 and set alarm to wake at 4pm.
But we woke at like 4.30 .... ~.~
After waking up, i walked out of the room and saw gulu sleeping like this....

Waked kaini up and then we didn't go for jogging in the end-.-
Daddy called at night and we all went down to praypray thingy uh.
Till around 12 reached home.

Random shot there while waiting for daddy~

Had been using my phone's wifi to go onto ebuddy yesterday.
I was thinking if i got the wrong way into the wifi which is supposed to be free, because if i really got into the wrong way, then my bill sure burst like siao liao!
So a little worried and therefore, im not going to use it anymore till i see my bill and be assured about the wifi thingy then continue use ._. Which is going to take really long to wait for my bill............... But somehow a good thing, because i have a very bad feeling about my bill... :/ mummy say if my bill is over $30, im going to pay it myself! like wtfbbq.

Anyway, i really wants to watch this show,

But i always load it and then very lazy to watch then close it.
My husband lee seung ki acting you knowww, i should be really supportive of it but...
Im just so pure lazy .________.

Been raining the whole day today, sian ttm okay.
Calling for love finish already, :( !
Shall go take a nap and bathe soon ...

And yes, fml.
I dropped my phone twice not within 2 days -_-
I shall really save money and buy the cover protector for my phone...
Which actually cost $12 :(

i love my phone camera, hehe.

*Self note
-Ace-Learning
-Homeworks for school and tuition
-Time-table
-English asknlearn
BYE!!
yes, i love you, but as a friend.
Sorry.

Extends the holiday!

2010-09-08T11:32:00.000+08:00

I wanted to post, but i've no time .
When i've time, i've no comp.
When i've comp, i've no time.
FML.

Have to tutor parent's friend's daughter... EVERYDAY!

MY HOLIDAY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!/

BYE :(

GC 900!

2010-09-06T21:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night went to cemetry with big sister,mummy and daddy .
Saw Boonheng and melvin there.
Wasn't supposed to call names so boonheng called me " Keyru " then melvin was like " what keyru, is kairu lah " LOL!
Got some fight after that, very scary!!
After that had dinner @ Kimsanleng, had bbq chicken chop?
Then went back home, sleepsleepsleep.

Didn't really want to wake up for school (HistoryDramaWorkshop) today -_-
So tiring. Went to school and i couldnt get in.
Damn idiotic!
Then Yeanhuay and Yingqun came to "save" me,
then they couldn't get in too LOL!
In the end Valerie also need come out.
Then in the end all go plaza eat breakfast.
Went to mac first,then KFC, then mac, then in the end KFC LOL.
After that history drama ended, reherse with zheqing and kevin with yingqun and yeanhuay once,
then accompany yeanhuay to plaza borrow books.
Took bus home, use computer awhile and went to sleep.
Haven't lie down 10minutes, sister came in woke me up -_-
Went to plaza unwillingly with mummy,daddy and kaini.

Lunched @ Pizza hut, then went to singtel shop and got myself a phone.

I got this GC 900 LG phone, and i like itttt since the camera very good LOL!
But very hard to use, but i will get used to it soon!
Happyyyyyyyy much!

Tomorrow gonna go hospital with sister for her checkup :)
Will be very bored there for sure :@:@

Okay, byebye hehe :)

Future.

2010-09-05T17:58:00.004+08:00

Friday,

Had my PTC on friday,
Miss.Tan said that it was rather hard for me to get up to 3E if i keep faiing my maths in this type of standard.
Other then my maths, i think i did pretty well for my exams.

English - 83.3 A1(VerySuperSatisfied, thanks to my dearest laopo, valerietanweixuan,hehe)
Chinese - 63.4 - B4(Verydisappointed)
Mathematics - 38.3 - F9
Science -VR (We're only getting our science results back after september's one week holiday.
Geography - VR (Since we're taking history this term, i can still remember my geography last term got 5/100 and the teacher said i wrote crap in my exam paper :@)
History - 51 - C6 (Well, i always anyhow do my homework, regret le lah!)
Literature - 68 - B3.
D&T - 61 - B4(Also very regret never handup all my homework and always do last minute lah)
ART - 72 - A2(Quite satisfied, thanks to my partner,TsengYeanHuay, hehehe :D )
*Onion-Head went for a visit @ Shadow's house~ *
HomeEconomic - VR (Tking D&T this term)

But well, over liao so..whatever~~~
Deciding to take EP3 which consist of,
English,Maths,Science,Chinese,PrincipleOfAccounts,Design&Technology and Combined humanities. Gonna take History instead!
But able to get in is obvious another thing.......

Saturday,

Had a subway cookie for my breakfast before heading to tuition a about 10.20am.
Tuition ended at about 1 and went over to plaza to had lunch with ah yi, yi zhang, trent, terence and grandmother.

Had our lunch at Jack place, ate grilled fish meal which come with a dessert(cake),soup of the day, garlic bread and coffee but were to be served later~
Drank iced chocolate which took me like 2 minutes to drink finish only!
Ate halfway the grilled fish then cannot take it liao, super full .
And the fish didn't come out like what i expected.
Hate this type of fish alot :(
But still eat finish, very expensive you know!(Athough money not i pay lah.. ) LOL.
Grandma still keep on giving me her baked rice with cheese T_T.
I like the soup and garlic alot.
Gave the piece of cake to terence since i was really full.
Gave coffee to yizhang because it's dark coffee and i don't like to drink coffee.

After that reached home @ about 3 i think.
Bathed and of to blk 402 fajar road for early bbq celebration for yingqun's birthday~
Had really great fun there and i swear everyone there eat until cannot eat T_T
Still left alot of things!
Had really great fun there.
Though it looks more like some gathering instead of birthay celebration hehe.

Mixed Greentea,Icelemontea and Chrysanthaman tea together and see who suay lah .
I think the game kinda failed~ Must mix something more daring next time LOL.

Too much until want die.
We had hard time setting upthe fire,
Mummy came down to help in the end LOL.

I can still remember one time when we were bbqing then we all faced behind to take pictures which was rather long, then in the end the food BURN LOL

Hahahahha, i had fun hehe!

Woke up at around 11 feeling damn full today,
watched M rider, had lunch and sleep again .
Woke at about 3+ , ah kim and jiu jiu came to our house :)
Now arund 6.30 already, and they are still here. LOL.
Just completed drama script with the help of wendy's.
Xiexie steady <3 hehe.

School tomorrow, must reach @ 830 for the mofo history drama thingy :(

BYEEE!

supposingly 1st month.... tomorrow.

Stress!

2010-09-03T16:33:00.002+08:00

Will post my result the day after tomorrow instead.
Had PTC today.
Nothing special, horny partner didn't come, benedict didn't come too .
Was abit bored today.

Thanks to TERRYYAPZHENHAO, got our bbq pit ordered.
Having BBQ tomorrow.
Having tuition tomorrow.

Gonna go chiong all my tuition homework today.
Im so looking forward to tomorrow ;)
A short post, look forward to my sunday's post instead uh ~

Byebyeee~

What a busy holiday.
Putting studies in my first priority now.
It's never too late,
right ?

UntilThen.

2010-09-02T21:09:00.005+08:00

"Thought that i already got over you when i stopped dreaming of you after the 2-day-in-a-row-dream, then i dreamed of you again."

I went to watch Liar game yesterday ! :)

Actually i was never intending to watch the movie,
but sister told me to go and also got one extra ticket, $7.50!
Went to watch it with sister and her friend(Benedict,Amos,Ziming,Jiaan,Yongjia,Darryl(?),Choonwee).
I think the show is okay, cannot say not nice, cannot say nice xD.

Not forgetting me injuring my TOE for 3 times in a row :@

My really swollen and blue-blacked toe :(
Really very xiasuay when you fall down on the stairs and somemore so many people looking! :(
Was really painful till i cannot take it yesterday, but woke up today and felt much better.
Can walk and jump liao hehe.

Went to school with sister as usual today~ Was almost late, but never late lor LOL.
Wenchi no duty, so can talk in parade square hehe. Sat too far with Val,sher they all, and sharon is too infront LOL.
Went back class to have maths then chinese, recess ate oreo.
After recess had Science, History teacher never come, hehehe.
Then English lesson plainly to receive our prizes for teachers day and our letters!

After school ate at KFC, owe valerie $4.50 :( :(
Then went for study hours with sharon,sherlyn and valerie :D
Watched the drama, I LIKE. Very funny lah LOL!
BUTTERFLY ~~~~~

After that went to bangkit to do some stuffs, then valerie took lrt home, sharon and sherlyn took bus home, while the most convenience me walked back home , hehe.
Brought dinner home with sister afterwards.

Very sian ah, tomorrow PTC. I think my results isn't really that bad,
EXCEPT FOR MATHS.
And im having maths tuition on Saturday :'(
Got to rush home tomorrow to do all my homework !
Not forgetting holiday have to go back to school for HISTORY DRAMA CRAP :(

Byee !

AsLongAsI'veAPlaceInsideYourHeartt.

2010-08-31T21:12:00.004+08:00

Had teachers day celebration today,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :D

Had to divide the class into 3, and around 10 each to do...
Sculpture for caring classroom with some i-dont-know-what LOL.
Thumbprints design for some i forget what words :)
Then games :D
I choosed thumbprints design with sherlyn (:
Sharon did the sculpture thing !
Valerie,Yingqun,Yeanhuay played the games :D
(FYI,LYC,YOUR CHAIR IS NOT I KICK ONE,
IS JUNE, AND I SWEAR, SO DONT PUSH BLAMES ON ME
AND SCOLD ME FOR NO FUCKING REASONS OKAY,
I BARELY LAUGHED LIKE HOW OTHERS LAUGH! :@)

After that had recess with sherlyn and sharon :)
Then back to class and play some games.
At class played truth or dare.
More and more boring after that Lol.

Thanks eugenia for the very handsome yoga card hehe.
And received two, idk called what in english thingy from eugenia and di :)
My house now very noisy when got wind uh LOL.

Went back to primary school, (BukitPanjangPrimary).
Went there back with Eugenia, i thought i will see casey but never !
Most funny part is when i saw sean, then sean tell yingxuan look to her right.
She looked at me for a few seconds before screaming my name. LOL!
I think go there mostly all dont know is who, only saw luolaoshi and denglaoshi :)
Denglaoshi say she remember me because of my unique smile, hehehe. LOL!!

Saw quite a number of friends, khairuddin actually asked me if i still remember his name, it's like definitely i will remember since its like KHAIRU too ~.~ And we are in the same class, so can you imagine? LOL. And then weldon also asked if i remember his name when i just saw him this year somewhere at plaza? LOL!
Saw quite alot of people though :) , glad that everyone have their own life like now :)
Jon is still the same~~ But definitely not harizal, the one that i think changes the most though we same school :(

Brian saw me and actually called me " ruru1996 " WALAO!
That was like so long ago, and i really couldn't recognise him but i said i could LOL!
Okay, until he talk to me then i remember who is he lah actually =.=.
He had grown so much tallerrrrrrrrr, aww.
Dont show off your muscle okay. LOL.

And yes, WHY CASEY NEVER COME, WHY WEICHING NEVER COME, WHY SEEKEI NEVER COME!
Asshole sia you all :(

Went back home cos really cannot take it, damn bored.
Reached home and went down to plaza again to pei valerie,yingqun and sharon ;)
Had my lunch there since i havent eat, ate at LongJohn and saw,
Wynona,Yingxuan,Brian,Wendy,Siewfang there :)
Yingqun and valerie went home, me and sharon ewnt to the bus stop~
Something funny happened, secret uh ~~

Really pissed now though,

Bye XD

BecauseThatsHowIReallyFelt.

2010-08-30T16:17:00.003+08:00

A rather tiring day today,
was late for school in the morning :(
Didn't look at time!
Reached bus-stop at like 7.18 or so.
There isn't much people that is late today i think!
Didn't get detention, 2nd time late only.
Since each term can late 2 time without detention,
then don't waste it ah, LOL!

Had two periods of literature , scored 68 for literature!
Regret not putting in effort to do :(
Everyone scored like 70+ 80+ D:
but well, still quite satisfied with my own result :D

Had Science after that, i swear the time goes really slow
& im super bored like hell okay :(
I cannot understand anything about science :@!

Recess, ate beehoon with usual cliques ;)

Chinese lessons was.......... SCARY! LOL.
Becaue sheng lao shi is pregnant therefore we cannot make her angry,
so the class is rather "guai" :D
But well... It's still a little strange without he zi,
since he taught us for more than half a year!
Sheng lao shi said it's dangerous for this few months because she might early deliver.
But somehow, we got to get used to it. Hehe.

Had last two periods with Miss.C Tan again but for English.
Listened to the video and recognises noun things ,
then we played games in group.

At 1, everyone's class end, wahahha.
Actually going with Eugenia & YeeChen to do teacher's day present :D
But sorry uh, pangseh you.
Went with usual cliques(Sharon,Valerie,Yingqun,Yeanhuay,Sherlyn).
Had lunch @ Kopitiam then back to school.
Brought big 1.5Litres drink with yeanhuay and yingqun,
mine became half after zheqing used my greentea to refill his bottle ! :(
But i think they will regret, since the greentea is like PLUM LOL!
(well, that pokka thing lied to me, there write greentea lor! :@ Dont really like plum!)
Homed after that :)

Class tee tomorrow uh , i dont want to play games :(
Also, going back primary school tomorrow from 1.30-2.30 :D
Might go for half an hour only, need go somewhere else.
Tiring week !

OH AND, I swear i really hate sitting infront of benedict tan.
I SWEAR UH! :@
And yessssssssss,
i pity gulu alot :(
She injured her leg, and now she hops with 3 leggs D:

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

DontWantTo.

2010-08-29T19:43:00.004+08:00

I spended almost my whole day doing this !

I felt so much like a designer, LOL.
Or a artist leh?! :P

Wahaha, my whole table very messy!
Gonna clear it before i sleep -.o
And yes, SCHOOL'S TOMORROW :@!
But I guess im alittle looking forward to it :)
Well... Just abit .

Bye!

Overagain.

2010-08-28T12:56:00.016+08:00

Well, brother nowadays working , he went to work early in the morning and came home late at night. Therefore, im like using his laptop like my own, hehe.

Since im like updating now , i shall update with pictures, heh.
This month i got myself a new white spectacles, and after getting this spectacles, i came to know that actually alot of people don't like white spectacles xD

Though it doesn't look nice on me, but i really like the spectacles hehe.

I think i watched 3 movies this month , and mostly all at late afternoon/evening.
Like..
The salt?

and The hole and love in disguise :D

Gonna start studying, and the first step is to clear this study table -.o

Hahahahha, i know very messy .
1) Because not enough cupboard lah
2) Because our room having some "renovation" therefore everything very messy lor!
3) PURE LAZY. ( okay lah, this is the main reason actually LOLOL )

I went dc with yingqun on this week thursday, and mr kanan adviced us alot and give us a piece of paper.
Like SEEDS....

My mango seeds,
S- Sleep at least 8hours.
E- Eat, must eat breakfast fruits and vegetables.
E- Exercise like walking also counted lah LOL.
D- Drink water, at least 8 cups a day.
S- Seek support like tuition listen to music, friends or stuffs hehe.
Thats the seeds to success.

Also the GPA thingy,

Goal
Plan
Action!

He said that if he goes to a class and ask, who wants to get into sec3e, almost everyone will raise up their hand, which is a goal.
If he ask, who have a plan like studying 1 hour a day something like that, maybe half of them of the people that have goal will raise up their hands.
And if he ask who actually did really go and follow up the plan, maybe half of the half would raise up their hand, and the half of them would be promoted to sec3e since they did put in the effort.

So can you imagine our 1hour30minutes session with mr.kanan?
How interesting, haha!

So nowwwwwwwwwwwww, my to do-list for todayy!
- Tidy up study table!
- History script
- Plan a time-table at home and paste it on the wall :)
- Get the "thing" from Valerie.
- Drink lots of water!! LOL.

Hehe, byebye!!

and yes, happy birthday mr.ZED! :D

Its the memories that clinged on me.

2010-08-27T17:30:00.002+08:00

Im so going to do a whole lots of things during this weekends,
not gonna slack so much already.
5?6? more weekks to the freaking exam and if 4 months -> 1 month,
then we only have about 1 month, argh!
And like you know, time tick slowly away but if you look back, it's really fast.

Had maths lesson and i wasn't paying attention like usual, was doing some stuffs .
Mrs.Chin came and told me some stuffs x.x , i felt a lil useless @ that point of time.. right..
After maths was History! And miss Sia is going to go off :(
Crying session, Miss sia also cried, and her makeup wasn't waterproof, die ah.
Like usual, but thia time round i think ying qun cried the most, then yeanhuay.
Argh, i think of the day when Valerie was really sick, sharon me,sherlyn and valerie stayed somewhere and miss sia brought of sandwiches for all of us, and a warm coffee since she couldn't find warm milo for valerie :'( So sweet yknow.

Got to learn to know that everyone have to go through your life and leave your life, no one's gonna stay with you for life, beside you. So we always have to learn to be independent and try not to depend on anyone for anything.

Anyway, so basically, she brought us all chocolates :D. And she wrote a small note for 2e1.Simple and sweet, i like. Did a small card for her as well . She hugged me and told me, " Whatever it is, cheerup okay. " and that was the hug i yearn long for, and nobody did, except for her :) .

Didn't eat during recess, rain rain rain big big big, (Y). But very cold ah. Had science and again, i wasn't paying attention. Was copying arif's notes because i didn't really copy. Uh!

After science was english, we spent one whole period to re-arrange our desk into exam-format and write on a paper our own name and stick to the table, ARGH! Like primary school kids, but i like leh!! Like own office like that :P.

Study hours and photo-taking sesion with Miss sia after school .
Was thinking of going home with valerie and take something from her but , was rather tired.
Went home , ate instant noodles, used the computer for awhile and went to sleep .
I want my dinner nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

Byebye :)

and i bet we're going to get into the same option,
and now, i suddenly hate it really much.

Alloveragain.

2010-08-26T19:28:00.002+08:00

Right..

sorry for privating my blog since i dont really want to blog anymore,
but yet blogger is tempting me to blog after i lock my blog, so whatever, im going to blog with proper posts from now onnnnnnnnnnnn.

Maths lesson, mrs.chin showed us about some racism from facebook de news LOL.
SOMEONE came to our class and write on the board " Arif is racist " somemore can spell wrong arif's name. AIYO.

Was He zi's last day of lesson with us today,
he brought kit kats and monster lollipops for us hehe.
I remember the monster lollipops makes yuancher's mouth dam funny LOL.
We all told him not to open his mouth when he go home after study hour XD.
Took photos in class @ MT lesson with He zi,
gave he zi the card that the whole class wrote ..
Have no idea why the other people wont cry, i think every single thinng that he zi said was really touching T_T..
Yeanhuay cried the most, then yingqun! Best is valerie, never cry . LOL.

Little note to mr.box ;
Thanks for always bearing with the four golden flower ~.~
I know we are always getting up to your nerves and talking non-stop like hell .
But you're always bearing with us.. From the first day to the last day.
You always make yourself so thickskin and always manage to bring a smile onto our face.
Thanks for teaching us and helping us in whatevver you can,
although i know you are a scare-die( pa si ) teacher,
because you always,
*eat sweet later teacher walk past will scold anot?!*
*later teachers walk past see you all use handphone will scold anot??*
Hahahaha, im great that you came to teach our class this year.
It makes a very big difference for Shenglaoshi to teach us and you to teach us.
I bet chinese lesson is going to get really boring and slack once shenglaoshi come :(
Anyway and nevertheless, you're always in our tinytiny heart, no matter where,
no matter what. :)

Anyway, PTC is coming and mummy is going :(
Well, i got back some of my results, but some is not confirmed..
English - 83.3
Art - 72.
Maths - 32.7?
Science marks will be delayed.
D&T i havent hand up all my work leh, how T_T
History, DRAMA DRAMA!
Literature i think i will get not bad results leh.

Haha, i like this term, cos' result very goooddd, well at least good to me.
Since so long i didn't get so much A, oops.

Ah, went to DC with yingqun @ history period since im really sian and i nv bring notes. ==
Chatted with mr.kanan instead of mr.said, to get different opinion from different people :D
Was intending to stay there for about 30minutes but in the end we stayed there till school ends like wth! Didn't keep track of time, and no clock to see ah!
Really wants to motivate myself to study hard and get up to 3E.
I've already choosen my EP.
EP 1, 2, 3, 6, 5, 4 will be my choice.
DIE DIE also don want to take art and home economic ah!!
SIAN DIE !

What a really long post, i want to get my own laptop soon soon soon
so that i can update with pictures and words, because im really lazy to bluetooth photo into the laptop since it's really TROUBLESOME to me because it's not my laptop and i've to delete after that, ~.o. So... Picture delayed, heh heh.

Okay, i think it's long enough =.o
Byebye!!
You are not going to exist in my life anymore, boy.

LearnTo.

2010-08-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

I should really learn to shutup and stop saying all the things that people can see in public-LY.
I sat there, hoping one of you would give me a hug , tell me to cheer up, encourages me,
but no one was there, everyone's gone. I'm all alone. walking the path of life.

Whythosefuckingshurts.

2010-08-24T18:49:00.002+08:00

I regret breaking my promise and then getting hurt so much .
So im going to keep to the promise with valerie and co about the POLY thing!
WU GUI WANG BA DAN, i remember.

You told me you love me, but after all these, you never reply my messages,
i know im like pure annoying to you. But the problem is, you told me you love me, and it's just the 4th day and im like a burden to you . Then i realise.....
What nay said is so true, 男人没有真心

I dont regret about my decision, but all this thoughts that is always clinging to me is making me mad. I dont want "this" to happen anymore, in the future, or the come by years. Because i dont want to experience this type of hurts again .

Watching you @ the bus stop but unable to get near you.
Watching you with other girl but unable to be jealous.
Watching you laughing and unable to share the laughters.
Watching you happy and unable to feel the happiness.
I've enough, really :(

i hate you, i really do.
Please get out of my mind. I beg you :'(

fuckthoseEMOshits.

2010-08-22T13:49:00.001+08:00

Okay, im okay already -_-.
I know i should make decisions that i will not regret over,
so i shall not think about it anymore right :)

I know im going to fail my maths really badly.
But anyway, im quite sastified with my chinese result,
though it's just a b4 and i think i can definitely do x100 ways better.

Shall start studying, 2 more months to MYE,
have to really catch up if not i really cannot maintain in 2E.
PTC coming and mother is going, wtf!
Im so dead dead dead dead dead,
i shall try to be really attentive to act act abit so i will receive good comments -.o

BYE PPLS.

Sweet16days.

2010-08-21T13:32:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being by my side.... though you didnt.
thanks for all the memories.... although it's sad memories.
Sorry and byebye.... Trust me that i will always love you..
I hope you will be together with her soon ... I wish you happiness...

Though it's just a short 16boringdays but,
this makes me realised i can actually love a person so deep... so deep that i no longer know who am i.

o6o81o-21o81o

you're kept deep inside my heart.

Dissapointment.

2010-08-19T19:06:00.001+08:00

Whatever, im sick and tired of all this shits,
all this disappointment you gave me again and again
after all of my effort giving in, putting in.
I tried my really best, really.

I know i should be concentrating in studies,
i know i have to, i don want to drop to 3NA because i need to study one more year,
which is like killing me because i really hate to study.

I should really get my eyes on the book instead of everywhere else.
STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Please let me do it now ==

Enoughtohavethe5ofyouwithme.

2010-08-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

i screwed my science practical today! :(
So super hard lor..
Then the teacher say must depends on PBL then.
Hahaha, if i pass my science, im so going to have to thanks mr.lohyuancher the 49.
Since he did 99% of the science work~ opps!

Anyway, class was fine i guess,
arif was being really racist ahhahahahah (hope you are reading this)
OH BLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :)

Maths test chapter 9 tomorrow,
i want to score full marks for it
i want to score full marks for it
i want to score full marks for it

im so going to go home early tomorrow, have to complete all my tuition homework by tomorrow.
i ought to be guilty cos' the tuition homework was like 3-4weeks, argh.
Didn't had the time to do it. (whatever,it's just excuses)
im pure lazy.

Bye!

Dontlikeit,seriously.

2010-08-16T15:08:00.002+08:00

Had mother tongue test (10%) today.

Got 8 1/2 / 10 :)

Yesterday went to benedict's house with mingwei to study chinese.

Did got in some chinese words inside my brain lah.. hahaha.

Then today actually he zi say tomorrow then mother tongue test since he didn't return file.

But in the end he gave us 20minutes to study then have test :)

Thanks loveloveeugeniatan for the letter and the lollipop, heh heh ^^.

I seriously dont like it ............

i know im someone that get jealous and angry really easily but .

-_-.................. I swear i didn't mean to.